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忍受不了msn的乌龟速度，加上受人诱惑，终于让百度帮我搬了家。

新家地址http://hi.baidu.com/patty_Y

这里暂且留着吧，给它个改过自新的机会，哪天变好了还是可以考虑回来的，哈哈。

 

 

 

 

我丑陋扭曲的面庞
注定无法在阳光下 拥抱着你
教会你心灵的歌唱
唐璜要获得最后的胜利
可当你在台上一展歌喉
白马王子注定要爱上你
命运给你安排了
一个灰姑娘的结局

 

可我呢
我又在哪里
天崩地裂
也要得到你

 

变形的面容

你已不再惧怕 你说
你抗拒的
是丑恶的灵魂 扭曲的心灵

 

走吧
带走我的一切希望
爱恨交织的一吻
输赢已定

 

命运的弃婴
学着去承受寂寞
直到你安然睡去
坟前 还有系着黑丝带的红玫瑰
和那丝带上的戒指
在风中孤寂

 

你可有偶尔的一刻
还会想起我
梦中的声音
灵魂的哭泣 

Think of me

think of me fondly,
when we've said goodbye.
Remember me, once in a while -
please promise me you'll try.

 

When you find that,
once again,
you long to take your heart back and be free -
if you ever find a moment,
spare a thought for me...

 

We've never said our love was evergreen,
or as unchanging as the sea -
but if you can still remember,
stop and think of me...

Think of all the things we've shared and seen -
don't think about the things which might have been

 

Think of me,
think of me waking,
silent and resigned.
Imagine me,
trying too hard to put you from my mind.
Recall those days,
look back on all those times,
think of the things we'll never do -
there will never be a day,
when I won't think of you

 

Can it be?
Can it be Christine?
Bravo!
What a change!
You're really not a bit the gawkish girl that once you were...
She may not remember me,
but I remember her...

We've never said our love was evergreen,
or as unchanging as the sea -
but please promise me,
that sometimes,
you will think of me!

      对女生来说，换季总是银包大出血的时候。继我和小凤摩登百货血拼之后，玲玲和芳猪今天也去扫了一回。本来芳猪是陪玲玲去的，结果，哈哈花的钱还是不比玲玲少，充分显示了她“会花”、“难养”的本色！不过鉴于她今天买的不是高端产品，而且还带回了一对超级便宜好看的靴子，那就原谅她这一会吧。唉这种资产阶级的生活方式一朝一夕是改不了的，不怪她，慢慢改造吧，呜哇^0^

      废话说完入正题。又到一年毕业时。今天心潮澎湃地参加了敏敏同学的毕业照相，拉着一朵蓝色的云（这小妮子好久不见，还是长不大。这个娃娃脸估计张到30还能像13，羡慕），极端渺小地穿梭在熙熙攘攘的人群中间，心里好生羡慕。我说，暨大法学院真是人性化，在这个秋末冬初阳光普照的日子里照毕业相，穿上厚厚的西装阿学士服的都不觉得热，同来的亲朋好友也觉得舒爽。想起自己将来要在三伏天大汗淋漓地披着厚重的黑大褂面对镜头笑一整天，呜，想起都冒汗。

      敏敏同学却说，现在照相还没有毕业的感觉呢。

      纯粹就是一个仪式，心境、感觉都与毕业无关。离毕业还大半年呢，这时还没有别离的不舍，没有时光不再悔不当初的哀伤，没有就业层次相差甚远的同人不同命的落寞哀伤，也没有踏上人生新的征程的豪迈。虽然叫毕业照，虽然穿了学士服，但其实也就是一个暖洋洋的初冬早上好多人高高兴兴照了一次相。不知道会不会有点像先影婚纱像，半年后才有得结婚的感觉咧？

      不过话虽如此，当看到几十顶学士帽随着一声欢呼一起被抛到空中的时候，心里还是掠过那么一丝激动。

      今天看了那么多那么多毕业的脸孔，左看右看还是敏敏同学最帅最有型！真不愧是我们澄中出来的一棵草啊。

      Eric和高霖两大帅今天是忙碌的摄影师，小鸟依人的美女小悦大部分时间左右抱着两束花，虽然辛苦，但真的是好美啊，“笑靥如花”这词可真不是假的！人家澄中的我也澄中的，人家中大的我也中大的，怎么人家能长那么清新可人我就偏长这样呢？嗯这个问题要留待作一番哲学思考才行。

Don't know why and no need to know. Let's just appreciate it again, together.
THE VOWS

We are gathered here this ____ to unite this man ____ and this woman _____ in the bonds of holy matrimony which is an honorable estate. Into this, these two now come to be joined.

If anyone present can show just and legal cause why they may not be joined, let them speak now or forever hold their peace.

Who gives this woman to this man? ________

(MAN)_______, will you have this woman as your lawful wedded wife, to live together in the estate of matrimony? Will you love her, honor her, comfort her, and keep her in sickness and in health; forsaking all others, be true to her as long as you both shall live? (I do).

(WOMAN)_______, will you have this man as your lawful wedded husband, to live together in the estate of matrimony? Will you love him, honor him, comfort him, and keep him in sickness and in health; forsaking all others, be true to him as long as you both shall live? (I do).

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THE RING

BEHOLD the symbol of wedlock. The perfect circle of love, the unbroken union of this man and this woman united here today. May you both remain faithful to this symbol of true love.

Please join hands and repeat after me (man first, while placing ring on proper fingers).

I,_______, take _____ as my wedded wife, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer or for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death do us part.

I,_______, take _____ as my wedded husband, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer or for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death do us part.

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For as much as ______ and ______ have consented together in wedlock, and have witnessed the same before this company of friends and family, and have given and pledged their promises to each other, and have declared the same by giving and receiving a ring, and by joining hands.

By the authority vested in me by the State of __,
I pronounce this couple to be husband and wife.

 

      电脑跟我闹革命，我也没心情去治它，只好每天霸着玲玲美女的位子脸皮厚厚地用她的电脑完成公务，个人私事就撇一撇啦，导致我的空间布满灰尘，今天终于良心发现，要上来扫一扫尘。经过一场非人类考试之后，偶决定暂时放弃练习蹩脚英文，好好用妈妈的语言说话。

    Five ladies stand in a row. All of them have different family names, drink different beverages, have different pets, eat different fruits and are dressed in different colors.
    The followings are already known:
1.Ms Qian is dressed in red.
2.Ms Weng has a dog.
3.Ms Chen drinks tea.
4.The lady dressed in green is on the left of the one in white.
5.The lady dressed in green drinks coffee.
6.The lady eating watermelon has a bird.
7.The lady in yellow eats pear.
8.The lady in the middle drinks milk.
9.Ms Zhao is the leftmost.
10.The lady eating an orange stands beside the one having a cat.
11.The lady having a fish stands beside the one eating a pear.
12.The lady eating an apple drinks champagne.
13.Ms Jiang eats a banana.
14.Ms Zhao stands beside the one in blue.
15.The lady drinking water stands beside the one eating an orange.
    The question is, which one of them has a snake?

                                       Alexander Pope

All nature is but art, unknown to thee;
All chance, direction, which thou canst not see;
All discord, harmony not understood;
All partial evil, universal good:
And, spite of pride, in erring reason’s sprite,
One truth is clear, whatever is, is right.

      It is widely accepted that having more money in your pocket doesn't necessarily make you happier. But we can hardly deny that income really contributes to happiness.
      According to the index, released by the Beijing Statistics Bureau, people in the middle-income band are among the city's most content. Aside from the middle-income bubble the overall trend of the index is that happiness grows with income.
      It is true that people who earn larger sums tend to carry heavier burden to fulfill their ambitions and to sustain their social status, as well as to make invidious comparisons with their well-off friends.

      But more importantly, people with low incomes are among the unhappiest. In the highly competitive society, worrying about the cost of living is certainly not the source of satisfaction and happiness. When income grows, higher living standard and relatively leisured living style are easier to achieve. Lives with income beneath average are more or less accompanied by complaints as well as self-accusation, especially when you cannot afford your families a comfortable life.
      Money cannot buy everything. But at least money can buy something that’s important to you. And sometime, that “something” is important enough to make things totally different.
      Mammonism is not advisable. But honest money is what we deserve to get from our hard work. As generally happiness grows with income, we have thousands of reasons to strive for a better job in order to attain a more satisfactory and happier life.
      You may wonder that since people in the middle-income band are the happiest, and 70 per cent of those earning between 10,000 and 15,000 yuan per month are happy the same as those who earn between 1,000 and 1,500 yuan per month according to the index mentioned above, what to do when you are already the happiest? To strive for a higher income, or to remain the same?
      That’s a question worth thinking about. However, when u r faced with the problem, it’s probably that it is no longer up 2 u.

      Please hear my confession I have committed the sin of indifference. It is my indifference that has led to his missing the campus talk of his dream company.
      Please hear my confession I have committed the sin of forgettery. I completely forgot what I had promised to bring when he asked.
      Please hear my confession I have committed the sin of annoyingness. My mind has been crammed with trifles and what I said and done was nothing but meaningless and annoying.

      What did I done to deserve the “Don’t speak to me anymore” treatment ? I asked.
      Maybe more than u could think of.
      So that is to say I can blame no one but myself?
      Maybe.
      But what should I do to break the ice? No answer. Damn it.

      Oh, please~~ breaking down. If see me pale,don't be surprised.

 

 

    Done with interview for graduate school. Yet not so delighted as I thought I would be after interview.
    Thank you, papa &mama, for sending me messages to wish me good luck at 6:25 am, when I was still in bed. Thank you, Eric and my dear roommates, for asking me again and again how thing’s going on. Thank you, ZL & rr& apple & p………，for giving me your wishes when I was down.
    The result is not so important now. I am not that kind of person who has Attic faith and always strives for the better. I used to take things as they came, which seemed no harm. And maybe I will keep on acting that way.
 

    Today I assisted a press-photographer in shooting cover girls. When having a break, I mentioned that one of my friends had gained nearly ¥2000 as a model in less than 2 hours. I thought it kind of “quickly-earned money”. To my surprise, a girl model stared at me questionably, saying “why so little?” I suddenly realized that I would seem to be extremely naïve should I keep on expressing my conventional opinion.
    As college seniors, we talk about jobs and salaries sometimes. Most of us expect the minimum salary of  ¥3000. A ¥5000 would be a satisfactory one. But how come an ordinary model considers ¥2000/2 hours as little money? We normally work hard for half a month for that much!
    Who wants to earn a living by brain if he/she can earn by face?

    Last night in my oral English class, teacher told us to give three words to describe ourselves and then explain it. One boy was extremely humor. He said, “My three words are: I, don’t, know.” And all of us burst into laughter. I didn’t pay attention to what he said next, for I was laughing and repeating his “I, don’t know” with Jinrong until tears came out. We were all impressed by his special opening.
    But in deed, his creative “three words” really has kind of philosophical imply other than entertaining effect. Maybe, we don’t know ourselves very well. We have no idea what we want, or more sadly, who we are.
    In the following a few days, I have to decide whether to pursue graduate school or to stop here and hunt for a job. I suddenly realize that I’m not prepared for my future.
    I tell myself not to take anything too serious. For sometimes, it’s hard to determine whether it’s you that choose your future, or it’s the future that chooses you. Trust your instinct and do what you think is right.
    Snow said, there are three kinds of people in the world: men, women and female doctors. Of course, doctor here doesn’t refer to those in the hospital, but who has got or is pursuing his or her P.H.D. Will I become the third kind of people someday? I don’t know.

    This morning saw my most hasty intern experience. I was told to search for one glazed bag and one fur handbag in the color of black or white. And I was supposed to take pictures, write down brief introductions and send them out prior to 11:30 am.
    I arrived at Zhengjia Plaza at 9:30. Then and until then did I realize that the plaza opens at 10:00 in the morning! I spent the annoying half an hour wandering outside Starbucks, watching pedestrians passing by. At 10:00 sharp and the minute the door opened, I rushed to the 4th floor with a specific goal—glazed men’s bag at sportswear franchises. And it turned out to be exactly as I expected—I got what I wanted easily. However, tougher job was ahead. Where could I find fur handbag on such a hot summer day? I stared searching for shop to shop. In vain, it occurred to me that I should have a look at concept shops instead of these leather stores. And I was right!
    Leaving the plaza at 10:40, I got to school at 11:10. It took me 19 minutes to fix everything and I sent them out at 11:29!

    In order to prepare for Toeic, I woke up 8:30 this morning (I was supposed to wake up at 8, but I overslept), had breakfast at the dining hall with Snow and went to the library. My plan was to do Test 3 of the Seven Practice Tests. I was seated near the window as the air conditioner made other places colder than what is comfortable and I intended to be there at least 2hours.
    I was clear-headed when doing PartⅠand Part Ⅱ. Unfortunately when I was listening to Part Ⅲ,I began to feel tired. Letters began to float on the paper. I was always absent-minded for 2or 3 seconds every time I finished 4 consecutive questions. And I told myself that it was just a passing phase I had to go through. I had to get used to it to achieve a satisfying result of Toeic. But I was getting more tired every minute and soon, the English conversations became meaningless hum to me. Knowing that it would be extremely inefficient and that it would tear me apart if I kept on listening English, I left the library at 10:30.
    What did I do next? I went back to my dorm and fell asleep!
    I decided to work hard tomorrow morning!  A Za A Za fighting! For the fee of 608 Yuan!
 

    There is a saying that in a relationship, man has existent advantages while woman has ethical advantages. That is to say, due to physical and mental differences, women are often powerless before men. On the other hand, when problems emerge, people tend to sympathize with the weak and back up women, which make men less powerful and women less powerless.
    That's why men like to dominate and women like to sob.
    So, from a girl’s point of view, to keep a healthy relationship, first and foremost, you must give him an exact position in your heart. You can consider him as the most important part of your life just as you are of his. But he can never be your whole life. No matter how much you love him, you yourself deserve your love and care.
    Secondly, find the right way to let out of your anger. No one likes a girl who endlessly weeps and wails. You are always stronger than what you suppose. The best way is to arrange your thoughts well and talk to him frankly. Don’t put yourself too low. Don’t sob every time you get hurt. Nobody understands you better than yourself.
    Wish Xu Meijing, the singer I like at middle school, a quick recovery and happy life.

 

    Once upon a time, there was a far far away village with less than one hundred residents. When summer or winter holidays came, volunteers, most of who were university students, always visited the village. Stories were told every year, and this year……
    It was a typical hot summer day. Villagers were doing their daily routines while volunteers were laboring outdoors. Suddenly, they heard a long roll of thunder, and then, they found the electricity out. When the night fell, there was darkness, darkness and darkness throughout the village. The volunteers didn’t want to waste the dramatic atmosphere and decided to do something exciting. They lit a candle, sat around in the room and began to tell ghost stories. Winds blowing, windows clicking, their stories party was reaching a climax. They were enjoying their stories when they heard bang! Bang went the windowpane. They heard clink, clang, clink, clang and saw windowpane breaking into pieces.
    Extremely frightened, girls were screaming with fear. Some even cried out. They had been talking about ghosts and at the moment, they thought it was something like “talk of the devil and he will appear”!

    It was a true story. Eric told me that.
    Because of the power cut, he couldn’t get his cell phone batteries charged. Yesterday, he gave me a call of a few minutes to tell me that battery was low and sent me a goodnight message at night. Yet most of the time, he kept his cell phone off. For they didn’t know when there was electricity again.
    Take care, folks!